Loser

by Arial Pettit
(Drasco, AR USA)

This world is suppose to be a better place
My friends are suppose to care
Living my life is a miserable nightmare.

My dreams have not & will not come true
Unforgetable memories of me & you
Will never go away,
You broke my heart more than once
And like a fool, I kept forgiving you.

I might not be brillant or a pretty person,
But I do have feelings that tend to get destroyed.
All my life I have hidden behind the darkness,
Away from everyone
I've dealt with pain & misery for long enough.

Telling you or anyone else won't make the difference
You & all the rest of them act like ya'll care,
So just stop pretending.

I always feel like I'm standing in the middle of a crowd
Screaming as loud as possible,
But no one seems to hear me.
I am a loser, so why do I bother writing this...