Given Up on Life

by Bby Gurl
(Dos Palos, California USA)

Why do I live like this?
Always putting myself down,
Thinking of what I miss
And walking with a frown.
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I try to smile
I try my best to laugh,
But it only lasts a little while
Now I notice I'm on the wrong path.
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I want to get over it
I want to move on,
But all I do is cry and sit
Or just stop talking to everyone.
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I'll ignore them all
Let them know I don't care,
I'll just punch the wall
And let them know it's not fair.
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I finally gave up
I gave up on all of them